i will not go into my background too much as u will find those in my other sites herein but i will say tho that i was brought up as a jehovahs's witness tho i was christened a roman catholic 1st as most babies were in my day (hark @ me) alas tho i was baptised eventually as a jw in august of 1973 @ twickenham rugby union ground in a huge outdoor pool specially designed 4 thousands of teens who that day like moi smybolised their life 2 the lord (how many of them like moi have been disfellowshipped a few times since ? anyhow i wont go into that any further but to inform u all that i desire u all to avoid my mistakes & sins that plaqued me with so many hurtfull desires that caused the following events to insue (not neccesarily in the right order) lost my virginity out of wedlock(that was the 1st of many big opps') trusting in the social services (& without any official persons present) not letting the jehovah's witnesses hq know about my unscriptural disfellowshipping @ the time not many yrs later) not staying totally focused on my immediate families welfare before it is far 2 late not putting my footdown scripturally as the head of my household (as scripturally required) the devil does not leave u alone just because u r disfellowshipped as my other sites explain i became in fact curesed by him as was job the bible prophet but alas come in further 2 c what my mistakes can do to benifit u scripturally